pieces of jameson
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RAW Las Vegas: Grandeur event
This week truly was a rough one…. I have no idea what is in the air but there’s a ton of energy of all kinds. I’ve been feeling very emotional lately because of the fact Joey’s one year of passing away is April 2nd and the closer the date gets the more sad I become.…
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Dinosaur Park Get Away
Went out other day to take photos of this park that’s by my house. They have all these dinosaur statue like things that give you an idea of how big the dinosaurs back then were. It’s actually a really cool park because it has these information stops that describe what the land was like that…
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Birthday Trip to the Bahamas and Florida
As many of you know I went on vacation for a week last week and just got back this Wednesday. I went on a 3 day cruise to the Bahamas with my friends Jorge and Jeremy for my birthday and stayed in Florida the rest of the trip out there. I can’t explain how beautiful…
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Giving Thanks
So today was Thanksgiving.. Not only was it Thanksgiving but this was the Holiday Joey and I always spent together from the minute we met. I haven’t had a Thanksgiving with Family in such a long time because my mom always worked nights so she was almost never off for it so tonight was the…
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Emotive and Cerebral Course
It’s 12am and I’m laying in bed thinking about anything and everything right now. It’s a cool night tonight, not hot what so ever, humid if anything. I’ve felt extremely disconnected to everything lately. I haven’t really kept in touch with anyone. I’ve had allot on my mind from so much that has happened and…
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Mental State Retreat
So I just got back home from California Thursday morning (6/11/14) I must say this trip was definitely what I needed. I traveled alone this time since I just needed space. I saw friends and family, went to the beach, drank and took photos the entire time there and just forgot about all of my…
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Solitary Emotional State
It’s been a week my best friend died and I’m still in shock about it all.. I’ve cried every day and drank every day. I’ve been drinking responsibly and using it to just let my emotions out because for once I don’t want to be strong. When I’m sober I’m strong and focus well but…
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Farewell letter
I’m so emotionally and physically exhausted.. March 3rd was Laurie’s awakening and Today March 4th was her burial.. All I have to say is that I’m so proud of my friend Matty for putting everything together the way he did.. He did an amazing job working on everything. I feel honored to have known his…
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Black Forest
Today completes 4 years of blogging for me and man has this been a journey. Writing on this website has helped me understand my own mind and allowed me to put everything I think about in posts for everyone to read. I’ve had to really put aside some fears in order to talk about what’s…
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Bittersweet
So I thought I’d give another review about the end of the year. I met a bunch of new people and lost a bunch as well. My life is never steady when it comes to friends. I have been in denial that my friend door is just a revolving one. I’ve tried to deny that…
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Goodbye 2010
Beatles love show before it started Man…..2010, what can I say, another year of disappointment…I told myself I’d do so much more this year I told myself I wouldn’t let anything get in my way and what happens.I end up in the same situation I was in last year and barely moved one step ahead..Luckily…
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Half and Half
I just got back home from a quick trip to cali, tonight. I must say, things definitely didn’t go the way I planned and it was a good thing. I normally go out and take advantage of being in cali and hit up Hollywood within the same night I get there or the very…
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Nostalgia
Last year exactly around this time I was sitting on the couch watching disney movies such as the sword in the stone cinderella and peter pan as well as playing pokemon and drinking tangerine tea.I would wait up until 3-4am all cozy, waiting for my mom to get back home from work to talk to…
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Vacation
So I came to california Tuesday morning, got picked up by my cougar step mom :] It feels great to be back in Santa Monica and Hollywood, this place is like home I’m not one to run away from my problems or need time away from vegas because shit bugs me but lately that’s…
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Love Soldiers
I see this happen all the time It seems like I’m being put outside of the box of love due to the fact of how many peoples relationships crash without warning or spiral downward so quickly. I get scared thinking about losing someone I’ll date for a long time, it’s a scary thought and a huge risk.You…
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The Pain Procedure
This morning i got a phone call from my mom She always calls me when she gets off of work to see how everything is at home and if we need anything at home so she can stop by the store. I can’t remember how we got into this discussion of love and dating but…
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Alexis
Before i get started i just want to inform everyone that this is a very vulnerable side of me and i don’t talk too much on feelings so i hope everything makes sense and everyone understands.. Ever since my niece was born and we found out she had blue eyes and blonde hair i knew…
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Mothers Day 2010
Today i got to go out with my mom for mothers day finally, for the first time in a long time.Luckily she had the day off so we went out and got facials and went to dinner with my little brother at the red rock casino. To start off the day though, she got home…
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Saying Goodbye..
Today matty and catlin moved to indiana.. This was seriously the hardest goodbye i’ve ever had to do in my entire life.. From the very start I’ve been there for my boys and they’ve been there for me through the hardest times.everything already doesn’t feel the same.Walking down the stairs waiting to go home feels…
♄Brian ☾ Jamesøn♃ 