Multi-Level Love

So my roommate was out of town for 2 weeks and I was super bored since I was the only one in the house. It was different to have the house all to myself again. I don’t mind being alone, I enjoy the quite because it helps me talk to myself and become aligned with…

Dear Joey

Dear Joey, It’s been exactly a year that you’ve been gone.. I’m not quite sure to go about writing this letter because I wish I could sit you in front of me and tell you how I really feel and express it but this is the best I could do these days. To say the…

RAW Las Vegas: Grandeur event

This week truly was a rough one…. I have no idea what is in the air but there’s a ton of energy of all kinds. I’ve been feeling very emotional lately because of the fact Joey’s one year of passing away is April 2nd and the closer the date gets the more sad I become….

Red Rock Snow Day 2015

The other morning I awoke to the surprise of snow covered mountains. I gave myself no choice but to go and take photographs of such beauty. In a sense I wish I could of had someone there with me at that moment to give a warm kiss to for such a cold and frosted day….

Damage

He layed in bed staring at the ceiling so white and blank. He wondered how different his life could be and so a movie of what he was feeling began to play. Purple, black and blue, the only thing repeating was his bent emotional state of mind and the pain he felt inside like a…

Dinosaur Park Get Away

Went out other day to take photos of this park that’s by my house. They have all these dinosaur statue like things that give you an idea of how big the dinosaurs back then were. It’s actually a really cool park because it has these information stops that describe what the land was like that…

Not Listening Anymore

A problem i run into allot with people lately seems to always relate to not being able to move forward and forget the past as well as dealing with the SAME problem over and over again. I’ve learned the hard way recently that when you’re no longer welcome somewhere or things don’t feel right anymore…

Mothers Day 2010

Today i got to go out with my mom for mothers day finally,  for the first time in a long time.Luckily she had the day off so we went out and got facials and went to dinner with my little brother at the red rock casino. To start off the day though, she got home…

Gay Pride 2010

To start this blog off i just want to say THIS YEARS PRIDE SUCKED.Tons of people didn’t even show up and the crowd was just… wack as hell It was alright but i think the last 2 years were better, i feel like i wasted my time going this year and it took like a…

Planning Life Out

Allot seems to change for me within just a few days of critical thinking. I’m not one to change my mind or accept change much but i think it’s time for allot of change with me.I’m tired of living the same life or dealing with the same type of people. I’m a friendly person when…

Ease Tension By Going Out

Lately I’ve finally been actually getting out and doing things, hanging out and just easing tension I’ve had pinned up for awhile. My cousin came to town so i just hung out with her and her husband yesterday and today.Had some bonding time and caught up. It’s great seeing family i ACTUALLY GET ALONG WITH, i’m not…

Saying Goodbye..

Today matty and catlin moved to indiana.. This was seriously the hardest goodbye i’ve ever had to do in my entire life.. From the very start I’ve been there for my boys and they’ve been there for me through the hardest times.everything already doesn’t feel the same.Walking down the stairs waiting to go home feels…