Last Goodbye+Happy Birthday

Well, it’s officially been a month since you’ve been gone.. Saying goodbye one last time wasn’t easy but I know that after this, this is it. Reality has to calm down a little.. At least I hope it does.. I felt a little more at ease knowing that your sisters and everyone around have come…

Solitary Emotional State

It’s been a week my best friend died and I’m still in shock about it all.. I’ve cried every day and drank every day. I’ve been drinking responsibly and using it to just let my emotions out because for once I don’t want to be strong. When I’m sober I’m strong and focus well but…

Farewell letter

I’m so emotionally and physically exhausted.. March 3rd was Laurie’s awakening and Today March 4th was her burial.. All I have to say is that I’m so proud of my friend Matty for putting everything together the way he did.. He did an amazing job working on everything. I feel honored to have known his…

Missing A Friend

I don’t even know how to start this off.. Lets start off by saying that today has been a year since a friend of mine died.. Ian was someone i was really really close with,he was someone special to me cause of his charismatic and outgoing personality,his way of caring and loving and his humour,everything…