Saudade

The feeling is like knowing that the one person you would call and want to call isn’t there to pick up the phone. You scroll through your phone book in search of people to call when you just want to call 1 person because of the things they’d say to make you laugh when you…

Emotive and Cerebral Course

It’s 12am and I’m laying in bed thinking about anything and everything right now. It’s a cool night tonight, not hot what so ever, humid if anything. I’ve felt extremely disconnected to everything lately. I haven’t really kept in touch with anyone. I’ve had allot on my mind from so much that has happened and…

Shadows

So yesterday (technically 2 days ago) marked 2 months since my best friend passed away.. I didn’t realize until that night that it was 2 months since he’s been gone.. All day that day I felt an overwhelming sadness. The night before I had been upset still about him being gone but that day was…

Royal Blue

To start everything off I’d just like to say thank you to everyone who came to Joey’s memorial. The memorial went well. I’m just shocked how many people claimed to have cared about him and didn’t show up. So, I’ve taken it upon myself to delete these people out of my life. It’s incredible how…