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Trail of Love
So this week I took a little mini trip with my friend Meagan to California. She wanted to go see her friends and I wanted to go see the guy I’ve been talking to for the past 2 months. Meagan and I had planned the trip out about 3 weeks ago and I wasn’t sure…
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New Beginning’s
So there’s allot that’s been going on lately. For starters I started to go back to school for math to brush up on my skills and hopefully go back next year for hair. You mainly need chemistry for hair but if math ever comes up I need to know how to look at a problem…
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Suicide Prevention Week
So it’s suicide prevention week and I wante to take this moment to really talk about it and how its affected me so instead of writing a blog I decided to make a video talking about how I feel about the subject and how I feel about love and how to overcome losing someone. In…
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A Different Form of Love
So tonight my roommate and I Jorge watched this movie called “If I Stay” and I must say to start this off, yes it was super fucking sad lol. The movie is about this girl who has a passion for playing Cello and she and her parents get into a car accident and the people…
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Kabuki Show Las Vegas
So August 15th I went to see the Kabuki show at The Bellagio in Vegas. Every half an hour the Bellagio does a fountain show in front of the casino but this time they built a stage in the center of the water and put a show on! Kabuki is a very old art form…
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Multi-Level Love
So my roommate was out of town for 2 weeks and I was super bored since I was the only one in the house. It was different to have the house all to myself again. I don’t mind being alone, I enjoy the quite because it helps me talk to myself and become aligned with…
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Wanderlust
So this month has been another event filled one with just a bunch of things happening. If you guys read my previous post I wrote a letter to Joey for his one year of passing away and how I went with some friends to Mountain Zion to get away. Zion has always been one of my…
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Dear Joey
Dear Joey, It’s been exactly a year that you’ve been gone.. I’m not quite sure to go about writing this letter because I wish I could sit you in front of me and tell you how I really feel and express it but this is the best I could do these days. To say the…
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RAW Las Vegas: Grandeur event
This week truly was a rough one…. I have no idea what is in the air but there’s a ton of energy of all kinds. I’ve been feeling very emotional lately because of the fact Joey’s one year of passing away is April 2nd and the closer the date gets the more sad I become.…
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Red Rock Snow Day 2015
The other morning I awoke to the surprise of snow covered mountains. I gave myself no choice but to go and take photographs of such beauty. In a sense I wish I could of had someone there with me at that moment to give a warm kiss to for such a cold and frosted day.…
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Dinosaur Park Get Away
Went out other day to take photos of this park that’s by my house. They have all these dinosaur statue like things that give you an idea of how big the dinosaurs back then were. It’s actually a really cool park because it has these information stops that describe what the land was like that…
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Mommas Boy
Today was my moms birthday! As some of you might know, I’m really really close to my mom. Not in the sense that she’s heavily involved in my personal life because she’s not and I refuse to get her involved in it because it can be really messy and stressful. I’m close to her in…
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Birthday Trip to the Bahamas and Florida
As many of you know I went on vacation for a week last week and just got back this Wednesday. I went on a 3 day cruise to the Bahamas with my friends Jorge and Jeremy for my birthday and stayed in Florida the rest of the trip out there. I can’t explain how beautiful…
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2014 Overview
This is the first yearly review I’ve written that I have no idea how to really start because 2014 was not really a good year for me at all. Obviously there was some good that definitely came out from this year but it seems like more bad happened than good so it’s very bittersweet…To start…
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Giving Thanks
So today was Thanksgiving.. Not only was it Thanksgiving but this was the Holiday Joey and I always spent together from the minute we met. I haven’t had a Thanksgiving with Family in such a long time because my mom always worked nights so she was almost never off for it so tonight was the…
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Emotive and Cerebral Course
It’s 12am and I’m laying in bed thinking about anything and everything right now. It’s a cool night tonight, not hot what so ever, humid if anything. I’ve felt extremely disconnected to everything lately. I haven’t really kept in touch with anyone. I’ve had allot on my mind from so much that has happened and…
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Mental State Retreat
So I just got back home from California Thursday morning (6/11/14) I must say this trip was definitely what I needed. I traveled alone this time since I just needed space. I saw friends and family, went to the beach, drank and took photos the entire time there and just forgot about all of my…
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Shadows
So yesterday (technically 2 days ago) marked 2 months since my best friend passed away.. I didn’t realize until that night that it was 2 months since he’s been gone.. All day that day I felt an overwhelming sadness. The night before I had been upset still about him being gone but that day was…
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Last Goodbye+Happy Birthday
Well, it’s officially been a month since you’ve been gone.. Saying goodbye one last time wasn’t easy but I know that after this, this is it. Reality has to calm down a little.. At least I hope it does.. I felt a little more at ease knowing that your sisters and everyone around have come…






