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Giving Thanks
So today was Thanksgiving.. Not only was it Thanksgiving but this was the Holiday Joey and I always spent together from the minute we met. I haven’t had a Thanksgiving with Family in such a long time because my mom always worked nights so she was almost never off for it so tonight was the…
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Emotive and Cerebral Course
It’s 12am and I’m laying in bed thinking about anything and everything right now. It’s a cool night tonight, not hot what so ever, humid if anything. I’ve felt extremely disconnected to everything lately. I haven’t really kept in touch with anyone. I’ve had allot on my mind from so much that has happened and…
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Mental State Retreat
So I just got back home from California Thursday morning (6/11/14) I must say this trip was definitely what I needed. I traveled alone this time since I just needed space. I saw friends and family, went to the beach, drank and took photos the entire time there and just forgot about all of my…
4 days, alcohol, american film institute, beach, bee, black beauty, brian jameson, brooklyn baby, bubba gump, dana, flower, gay, gay pride, joshua westover, lana del rey, las vegas, lisa vanderpump, los angeles, matthew ervin, motherlode, nevada, pieces of jameson, pretty when you cry, pump, raymond lancione, saint felix, santa monica, stay drunk, the abbey, the hudson, tmz, trenton ducati, ultraviolence, vacation, warner bros building, west coast, west hollywood, will rogers state beach -
Shadows
So yesterday (technically 2 days ago) marked 2 months since my best friend passed away.. I didn’t realize until that night that it was 2 months since he’s been gone.. All day that day I felt an overwhelming sadness. The night before I had been upset still about him being gone but that day was…
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Last Goodbye+Happy Birthday
Well, it’s officially been a month since you’ve been gone.. Saying goodbye one last time wasn’t easy but I know that after this, this is it. Reality has to calm down a little.. At least I hope it does.. I felt a little more at ease knowing that your sisters and everyone around have come…
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Royal Blue
To start everything off I’d just like to say thank you to everyone who came to Joey’s memorial. The memorial went well. I’m just shocked how many people claimed to have cared about him and didn’t show up. So, I’ve taken it upon myself to delete these people out of my life. It’s incredible how…
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Eternal Love
What I’m about to tell you is a story, a story of my journey with Joey. I met Joey 3 years ago right when he moved to Vegas.. This November would of been 4 years of solid friendship.. When we met we instantly clicked. We bonded so quickly that it was weird for both of us…
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Solitary Emotional State
It’s been a week my best friend died and I’m still in shock about it all.. I’ve cried every day and drank every day. I’ve been drinking responsibly and using it to just let my emotions out because for once I don’t want to be strong. When I’m sober I’m strong and focus well but…
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Farewell letter
I’m so emotionally and physically exhausted.. March 3rd was Laurie’s awakening and Today March 4th was her burial.. All I have to say is that I’m so proud of my friend Matty for putting everything together the way he did.. He did an amazing job working on everything. I feel honored to have known his…
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2013 Overview
Well, I definitely want to start this off by saying that I hope everyone’s Christmas was a success. Mine really was! I’m just happy this year for everyone who has came into my life and decided to stay. This year really wasn’t all about spending money for me because I got a better job that…
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Black Forest
Today completes 4 years of blogging for me and man has this been a journey. Writing on this website has helped me understand my own mind and allowed me to put everything I think about in posts for everyone to read. I’ve had to really put aside some fears in order to talk about what’s…
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Iron-willed
I’m not really trying to dig up my past but I feel I really need to talk about a part of it. but There’s something about relationships and breaking up that I will never truly understand and it’s the way people act after everything is said and done. Once everything is said and done why…
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VIP (Victim Impact Panel)
So today I attended a Victim Impact Panel class. To start from the beginning of all this, last year I got a DUI leaving a club I was at. I was at a stop light and wasn’t paying much attention to the light and it was green. I got pulled over and did the standardized…
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Report results
So it’s been awhile since I last wrote but there’s just been so much going on with me lately that I haven’t even gotten the chance to sit down and really collect myself. Blogging to me is about getting personal and talking about various things at once instead of a day by day kind of…
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Photograph it
Whenever I get frustrated from something or from just being in doors I tend to go out and take photos now. I took a day out to kind of go hunting for shooting grounds and found a couple around the neighborhood. I think there’s beauty everywhere you go you just have to find exactly where…
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NYE Vegas 2013
New years on the strip was completely out of control wild. So much fun I haven’t been on the strip for new years in maybe 2-3 years now so it was good to embrace the madness and go out on the town again. Friend managed to get a room down the street from the strip…
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Bittersweet
So I thought I’d give another review about the end of the year. I met a bunch of new people and lost a bunch as well. My life is never steady when it comes to friends. I have been in denial that my friend door is just a revolving one. I’ve tried to deny that…
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21
Almost 2 weeks ago I turned 21 Honestly, I love it but at the same time it makes me sad Turning this age you realize you don’t have the risk of getting caught drinking underage or not being able to go out with everyone to the clubs and bars because you’re not of age yet.…
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