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Get Well Soon
It’s been an exhausting 3 weeks. I’ve been slammed at work, emotionally drained, in hermit mode and I am O-K with it. I don’t give myself enough time to feel things. I just keep moving and doing shit without realizing I need to take care of myself and be good to myself. So I’ve been…
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Date of Birth and Rebirth
I’m currently sitting at the dining room table drinking my sleepy time tea and trying to write out as much as what’s on my heart as I can. It’s a wolf moon tonight and I’m definitely feeling the effects. It’s called a wolf moon because back in ancient times, wolves would howl the most around…
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365 Day Memory Cycles
I really don’t know where to start with writing this. My head is such a mess these days that I’m for once struggling to find the words on how I feel. I’m in disbelief that it has already been a year since Nick passed. I really feel like I’ve stood still in time with the…
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Letters from the Arctic pt.5
Sunday: The last full day I woke up to Janusz calling me at 9:30am… Before we parted ways the night before he specifically told me that he would be calling me at 9:30am to wake me up so we could go to the black sand beach where Season 7 of Game of Thrones ended. He…
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Closing the Last Door
October 31st 12:15am It’s officially Halloween and my last night in the apartment.. I’m drinking my Midnight Blue tea and going to have white in a bit. I have Jar of Hearts radio on Pandora currently. All of these songs playing are really speaking to me and making me feel like Nick is still around.…
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The Road to Getting Home
It’s 3am and I find myself writing late at night again.. I went to pink box doughnuts earlier since Nick and I used to go allll the damn time late at night. I’ll have doughnuts and watch a movie shortly so I can start to wind down and go to bed. I have Pandora playing…
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Love or Loathe
It’s 10:00pm and it’s freezing tonight. It’s 40 outside and I almost feel as if a cold is coming on. I figure I should have a cup of chamomile tea in order to keep my body warm from the chill tonight. Definitely can’t afford to get sick right now. I worked today and did a…
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Orchestrated Moments
Today was the first Monday I’ve had off in weeks. I’ve had maybe 2-3 Mondays off in the past couple of months due to the fact I’m always in the salon working for myself on Mondays and they tend to book up fast since it’s my 1 day to myself. But today was different I…
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Hidden Blessings
So today was an amazing day sort of a moment of realization for me. Lets start by saying Sunday was a shitty day. I was driving up to Red Rock because I wanted to take my nephew to go see the mountains. He’s young and a kid so he has a tendency to play video…
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Demanding Schedule and Starting School
So these past 4 months have truly been a busy blur! As many of you know, I finally started beauty school I started at Paul Mitchell back in February and have been loving it thus far. I’ve come across some seriously amazing and talented people while in school. I became president for a product knowledge…
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A Different Form of Love
So tonight my roommate and I Jorge watched this movie called “If I Stay” and I must say to start this off, yes it was super fucking sad lol. The movie is about this girl who has a passion for playing Cello and she and her parents get into a car accident and the people…
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Giving Thanks
So today was Thanksgiving.. Not only was it Thanksgiving but this was the Holiday Joey and I always spent together from the minute we met. I haven’t had a Thanksgiving with Family in such a long time because my mom always worked nights so she was almost never off for it so tonight was the…
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The Pain Procedure
This morning i got a phone call from my mom She always calls me when she gets off of work to see how everything is at home and if we need anything at home so she can stop by the store. I can’t remember how we got into this discussion of love and dating but…












