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RAW Las Vegas: Grandeur event
This week truly was a rough one…. I have no idea what is in the air but there’s a ton of energy of all kinds. I’ve been feeling very emotional lately because of the fact Joey’s one year of passing away is April 2nd and the closer the date gets the more sad I become.…
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Red Rock Snow Day 2015
The other morning I awoke to the surprise of snow covered mountains. I gave myself no choice but to go and take photographs of such beauty. In a sense I wish I could of had someone there with me at that moment to give a warm kiss to for such a cold and frosted day.…
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Dinosaur Park Get Away
Went out other day to take photos of this park that’s by my house. They have all these dinosaur statue like things that give you an idea of how big the dinosaurs back then were. It’s actually a really cool park because it has these information stops that describe what the land was like that…
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Mommas Boy
Today was my moms birthday! As some of you might know, I’m really really close to my mom. Not in the sense that she’s heavily involved in my personal life because she’s not and I refuse to get her involved in it because it can be really messy and stressful. I’m close to her in…
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Birthday Trip to the Bahamas and Florida
As many of you know I went on vacation for a week last week and just got back this Wednesday. I went on a 3 day cruise to the Bahamas with my friends Jorge and Jeremy for my birthday and stayed in Florida the rest of the trip out there. I can’t explain how beautiful…
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2014 Overview
This is the first yearly review I’ve written that I have no idea how to really start because 2014 was not really a good year for me at all. Obviously there was some good that definitely came out from this year but it seems like more bad happened than good so it’s very bittersweet…To start…
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Giving Thanks
So today was Thanksgiving.. Not only was it Thanksgiving but this was the Holiday Joey and I always spent together from the minute we met. I haven’t had a Thanksgiving with Family in such a long time because my mom always worked nights so she was almost never off for it so tonight was the…
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Emotive and Cerebral Course
It’s 12am and I’m laying in bed thinking about anything and everything right now. It’s a cool night tonight, not hot what so ever, humid if anything. I’ve felt extremely disconnected to everything lately. I haven’t really kept in touch with anyone. I’ve had allot on my mind from so much that has happened and…
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Mental State Retreat
So I just got back home from California Thursday morning (6/11/14) I must say this trip was definitely what I needed. I traveled alone this time since I just needed space. I saw friends and family, went to the beach, drank and took photos the entire time there and just forgot about all of my…
4 days, alcohol, american film institute, beach, bee, black beauty, brian jameson, brooklyn baby, bubba gump, dana, flower, gay, gay pride, joshua westover, lana del rey, las vegas, lisa vanderpump, los angeles, matthew ervin, motherlode, nevada, pieces of jameson, pretty when you cry, pump, raymond lancione, saint felix, santa monica, stay drunk, the abbey, the hudson, tmz, trenton ducati, ultraviolence, vacation, warner bros building, west coast, west hollywood, will rogers state beach -
Shadows
So yesterday (technically 2 days ago) marked 2 months since my best friend passed away.. I didn’t realize until that night that it was 2 months since he’s been gone.. All day that day I felt an overwhelming sadness. The night before I had been upset still about him being gone but that day was…
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Royal Blue
To start everything off I’d just like to say thank you to everyone who came to Joey’s memorial. The memorial went well. I’m just shocked how many people claimed to have cared about him and didn’t show up. So, I’ve taken it upon myself to delete these people out of my life. It’s incredible how…
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Eternal Love
What I’m about to tell you is a story, a story of my journey with Joey. I met Joey 3 years ago right when he moved to Vegas.. This November would of been 4 years of solid friendship.. When we met we instantly clicked. We bonded so quickly that it was weird for both of us…
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Solitary Emotional State
It’s been a week my best friend died and I’m still in shock about it all.. I’ve cried every day and drank every day. I’ve been drinking responsibly and using it to just let my emotions out because for once I don’t want to be strong. When I’m sober I’m strong and focus well but…
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Farewell letter
I’m so emotionally and physically exhausted.. March 3rd was Laurie’s awakening and Today March 4th was her burial.. All I have to say is that I’m so proud of my friend Matty for putting everything together the way he did.. He did an amazing job working on everything. I feel honored to have known his…
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2013 Overview
Well, I definitely want to start this off by saying that I hope everyone’s Christmas was a success. Mine really was! I’m just happy this year for everyone who has came into my life and decided to stay. This year really wasn’t all about spending money for me because I got a better job that…
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Black Forest
Today completes 4 years of blogging for me and man has this been a journey. Writing on this website has helped me understand my own mind and allowed me to put everything I think about in posts for everyone to read. I’ve had to really put aside some fears in order to talk about what’s…
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VIP (Victim Impact Panel)
So today I attended a Victim Impact Panel class. To start from the beginning of all this, last year I got a DUI leaving a club I was at. I was at a stop light and wasn’t paying much attention to the light and it was green. I got pulled over and did the standardized…
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Report results
So it’s been awhile since I last wrote but there’s just been so much going on with me lately that I haven’t even gotten the chance to sit down and really collect myself. Blogging to me is about getting personal and talking about various things at once instead of a day by day kind of…
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Photograph it
Whenever I get frustrated from something or from just being in doors I tend to go out and take photos now. I took a day out to kind of go hunting for shooting grounds and found a couple around the neighborhood. I think there’s beauty everywhere you go you just have to find exactly where…
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