brian jameson
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Eternal Love
What I’m about to tell you is a story, a story of my journey with Joey. I met Joey 3 years ago right when he moved to Vegas.. This November would of been 4 years of solid friendship.. When we met we instantly clicked. We bonded so quickly that it was weird for both of us…
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Solitary Emotional State
It’s been a week my best friend died and I’m still in shock about it all.. I’ve cried every day and drank every day. I’ve been drinking responsibly and using it to just let my emotions out because for once I don’t want to be strong. When I’m sober I’m strong and focus well but…
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Farewell letter
I’m so emotionally and physically exhausted.. March 3rd was Laurie’s awakening and Today March 4th was her burial.. All I have to say is that I’m so proud of my friend Matty for putting everything together the way he did.. He did an amazing job working on everything. I feel honored to have known his…
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2013 Overview
Well, I definitely want to start this off by saying that I hope everyone’s Christmas was a success. Mine really was! I’m just happy this year for everyone who has came into my life and decided to stay. This year really wasn’t all about spending money for me because I got a better job that…
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Black Forest
Today completes 4 years of blogging for me and man has this been a journey. Writing on this website has helped me understand my own mind and allowed me to put everything I think about in posts for everyone to read. I’ve had to really put aside some fears in order to talk about what’s…
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VIP (Victim Impact Panel)
So today I attended a Victim Impact Panel class. To start from the beginning of all this, last year I got a DUI leaving a club I was at. I was at a stop light and wasn’t paying much attention to the light and it was green. I got pulled over and did the standardized…
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Report results
So it’s been awhile since I last wrote but there’s just been so much going on with me lately that I haven’t even gotten the chance to sit down and really collect myself. Blogging to me is about getting personal and talking about various things at once instead of a day by day kind of…
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Photograph it
Whenever I get frustrated from something or from just being in doors I tend to go out and take photos now. I took a day out to kind of go hunting for shooting grounds and found a couple around the neighborhood. I think there’s beauty everywhere you go you just have to find exactly where…
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NYE Vegas 2013
New years on the strip was completely out of control wild. So much fun I haven’t been on the strip for new years in maybe 2-3 years now so it was good to embrace the madness and go out on the town again. Friend managed to get a room down the street from the strip…
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Bittersweet
So I thought I’d give another review about the end of the year. I met a bunch of new people and lost a bunch as well. My life is never steady when it comes to friends. I have been in denial that my friend door is just a revolving one. I’ve tried to deny that…
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21
Almost 2 weeks ago I turned 21 Honestly, I love it but at the same time it makes me sad Turning this age you realize you don’t have the risk of getting caught drinking underage or not being able to go out with everyone to the clubs and bars because you’re not of age yet.…
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A Beautiful Force
Glamour is one of the most tantalizing and bewitching aspects of contemporary culture — but also one of the most elusive. The aura of celebrity, the style of the fashion world, the vanity of the rich and beautiful, and the publicity-driven rites of cafe society are all imbued with its irresistible magnetism. But what exactly is…
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Goodbye 2010
Beatles love show before it started Man…..2010, what can I say, another year of disappointment…I told myself I’d do so much more this year I told myself I wouldn’t let anything get in my way and what happens.I end up in the same situation I was in last year and barely moved one step ahead..Luckily…
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Half and Half
I just got back home from a quick trip to cali, tonight. I must say, things definitely didn’t go the way I planned and it was a good thing. I normally go out and take advantage of being in cali and hit up Hollywood within the same night I get there or the very…
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Nostalgia
Last year exactly around this time I was sitting on the couch watching disney movies such as the sword in the stone cinderella and peter pan as well as playing pokemon and drinking tangerine tea.I would wait up until 3-4am all cozy, waiting for my mom to get back home from work to talk to…
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Vacation
So I came to california Tuesday morning, got picked up by my cougar step mom :] It feels great to be back in Santa Monica and Hollywood, this place is like home I’m not one to run away from my problems or need time away from vegas because shit bugs me but lately that’s…
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Love Soldiers
I see this happen all the time It seems like I’m being put outside of the box of love due to the fact of how many peoples relationships crash without warning or spiral downward so quickly. I get scared thinking about losing someone I’ll date for a long time, it’s a scary thought and a huge risk.You…
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The Pain Procedure
This morning i got a phone call from my mom She always calls me when she gets off of work to see how everything is at home and if we need anything at home so she can stop by the store. I can’t remember how we got into this discussion of love and dating but…
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Alexis
Before i get started i just want to inform everyone that this is a very vulnerable side of me and i don’t talk too much on feelings so i hope everything makes sense and everyone understands.. Ever since my niece was born and we found out she had blue eyes and blonde hair i knew…
♄Brian ☾ Jamesøn♃ 