As of lately I’ve noticed that things are changing everywhere, either people are finding new jobs or leaving jobs that they’ve been at forever.
It seems like a season of change this year instead of just late night party’s and such.It’s kind of exciting actually, change is something that keeps me moving, something I yearn for and keeps me happy lol.I like a stable solid ground but at the same time I like some adventure and major change and I seem to be getting allot of it recently which is making life exciting.
One thing that doesn’t seem to change though is DRAMA, I try not to focus on anyone other then myself but there’s just those people that are like pests in your life, it’s ridiculous the amount of energy they put into disliking you because the funny thing is, I just speak my mind and go from there if someone doesn’t like it, tough shit, they started it, I’ll just keep it going if they want.Everyone’s state of mind when it comes to problems is winning a fight, which is pathetic because that just says you’re weak as all fuck and need to feel victorious and don’t know what being a bigger person even means but people still want to throw that around to try and make you feel dumb, which doesn’t work with me.I know how shit works, trust. I don’t do well with stuck up people or annoying shits.I don’t care what the vegas stereotype is or which twink is the gayest, don’t include me in any type of shit because I’m definitely my own person and have my own life to live without douche bags or pointless people that don’t listen.Focus your energy on something more productive.
ps: I got new hair 😛
I have been meeting some pretty neat people lately though, people that are worth talking to and being friends with.
Something everyone should learn though is that if you can’t handle the truth, then don’t start shit to where you don’t have to hear it.You can live your life being completely oblivious and dumb, that’s fine just don’t bring your shit to me cause I certainly don’t care to deal with stupid shit.
Aside from all the madness, life has been pretty comfortable
I’m in a comfortable spot right now and once I feel the ground isn’t shaky, I’ll be able to take more steps and move forward some more.Slow and steady wins the race
I recently got back into video games though, surprisingly enough.I haven’t played video games as much as I have been lately in YEARS.
I think it was well needed honestly, I’ve been so caught up in going out and surfing the web and finding new shit on here that I completely forgot about something I’ve loved doing since I was really little.Playing a video game to me is like seeing old pictures or listening to a certain song, it takes me way back because of how I was when the game came out and how crazy I was about it or something.I just feel like maybe it’s needed to get away from the internet more and stay in more like I use to and just get away.
I recently ordered final fantasy games from like years ago for the ps2 and recently started ordering psp games
I think I’m becoming a nerd again, but I don’t care, I miss this kind of stuff. lol
I kind of feel like it might be a sign as well..Lately there just seems to be allot going on and maybe this is a way of me just staying out of trouble staying out of stupid shit, not meeting many people and just isolating away from allot of unnecessary situations.It’s something little but when you look at it like this it just makes sense.
I just have to say that I’m like super greatful for all the great people that ARE in my life and have helped me with allot and have cared for me genuinely and have seen what all has been going on with me and helped me gotten through everything.
I’m not as open as I use to be with my blogs from what I realize and I think it’s just because I want to keep some things really close to me and keep it personal cause of the severity.But I do appreciate what everyone has done for me.
I’ve learned that everything good you do in the world doesn’t go unrecognized, even if no one knows what good you’ve done what so ever, you’ll be rewarded in the end even better and whatever form it comes in, take it, don’t be an ungrateful shit and not find greatness in the littlest things otherwise you’ll just have a new lesson to learn.Real shit
Now with all this said, I’m going to bed, it’s so early, I haven’t slept and I have to be up by at least by 3pm to go see baby dolphins today! 😀
I have more to say with days to come but as of right now, I’m beat
hope everyone’s 4th of July was great and hope the rest of this summer goes better and the change that’s happening keeps aiming in the right less painful direction.We all don’t want to learn things the hard way so just keep your eyes peeled for everything going on right now with all the change and drama in the air.